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♥ 6:12 PM

konbanwa.

hcl was bad.
1.1 mark to B4 if my maths didnt fail me.
argh.
i really not good at anything lorr!
haizz.

still suffering from insomnia even though i'm tired.
and holiday homework is overwhelming!!
4 sets of english compre and 3 sets of hcl so far,
plus other subjects coming their way.
3 weeks of remedial during the holiday.
another week would be taken up by church camp as well.
frankly speaking, i felt bad for going overseas despite the close arrival of olevels
and when everyone will be mugging for the next prelim which will be on early july.
but nevermind, i will put in extra effort then.
i just want to experience God this june holidays! :D

i've decided to take combined science instead.
i was struggling at first but after that, it was rather easy to make this final decision since my results have already told me that i really cant manage pure sciences at all.
haizz.
the thing now is, i dont know how to write the letter!
hahaha.
okay, i shall think about it later. =P

♥ 9:01 PM

got back all my papers except for hcl.
i survived i suppose but someone send me to imh!
i'm going crazy!
no, i'm crazy!

i failed 4 papers with 3 f9s.
how awesome is that?
i really cannot do maths and sciences lorr.
haizz.
failed so badly for amaths.
i feel like i dui bu qi mdm siak.
sorry!
argh.
somehow i think that 我的前途一片灰暗.
haizzz.
nooooooo!
i must not think this way. i must buck up!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
hahaha.
ohno, i must be crazy to be arguing with myself here. hahas. =P

i think i'm immune to failures already even though i still cant escape a little sadness and some disappointment, in fact, i was very disappointed with myself.
it's alright i guess. whats killing me isnt the failures.
whats gonna kill me is my mum.
argh.
how to break this news to my mum?!
i'm gonna be so dead!
okay, actually, i was already dead. for thousands of times.
what you all always see is my soul.
solid and touchable.
it's because you know, the soul society also need to keep up with the advancement of technology
so, yupp, my soul looks like normal human being right?
hahaha.

watched the last song.
i think it's quite okay. but the storyline is kinda predictable.
(and i still have the cheek to catch a movie after getting 3 f9s?!)
hmmm, walked around after that and finally reached home at around 9pm.
ohh.
i almost got lost in the mrt station.
i was topping up my ezlink.
the minute i turned around after removing my card, i completely forgot where i came from.
i totally forgot which way i should go.
then i saw the escalator and i thought i should try my luck.
fortunately, it's the right way but everything looks so unfamiliar even though i walked the same path a minute ago.

okay, i want to watch kuroshitsuji le. hahas. =P

♥ 6:35 PM

240th post! ((:

had ji lie yun dong early in the morning.
ran almost a street(direct translation from chinese. =P) just to chase after bus372.
almost late for school.
luckily we caught up with 372. the bus uncle was nice too.
quite a bad start this morning.
first, failed history test badly. real bad.
it was the first time. haizzz.
second, right after knowing the fact that i actually failed the hist test, the fact that i failed emaths mock exam hit me.
EMATHS.
I SHOULDNT HAVE FAILED.
I COULD HAVE PASSED.
RAWR.

was super clumsy today.
had drips of sodium hydroxide, aqueous ammonia! (the pungent smell just rush into my nose. no time to escape!) and i spilled a mixture of i dont know what onto my worksheet.
broke a test tube!!!
the test tube just slipped off my hand!!
at first i didnt know i broke it.
when i saw pieces of broken glass swimming around the solution,
i was actually surprised to see transparent pieces cos i thought it's some product when i add this to that in the broken test tube.
and then i find it wierd. how is that possible?
after that, shehwa enlightened me.
thanks shehwa for helping me clean it up by the way. ((:
anyway, she said broken glass in chinese.
then i look at my broken test tube that i placed on the test tube rack.
the bottom has a hole.
i actually broke a test tube!
so, i wrote my name in the book of broken apparatus.
arghh.
so clumsy!!
oooh, danny yeo came to have a talk about youth.dream.passion.
so, i have to set a goal and work towards it.
i only hope that i could get at most 10 points for olevels.
is that possible? for such a failure like me? hmmm..

okay, i have to start studying for prelims.
there's so much to study and yet i procrastinate till the last week before exam!!!
haizzz.

GAMBATTE MINNA-SAN!!! :D

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